Dunblane

Standing in the living room,
Talking to a friend I've come to visit,
No time yet to take off my coat,
Morning television burbling softly
As a background to our conversation -
Suddenly the red bars
Flash across the lower screen,
Catching my eye.
I turn to the breaking news.
The horror changes everything.

I want to run.
The school is only two blocks away.
It's not happening there,
But I want to hold my child, safe,
Take her home with me,
And never let her go again.

I take deep breaths,
Calming the panic.
She isn't in any danger.
But I make a vow to myself
I won't spend my life regretting
That I didn't let her know
How much I love her.

Afternoon comes at last.
I try to walk normally,
But my feet are impatient.
She runs across the playground
Into my waiting arms.
"I love you."
She smiles back.
"I know."