Going in Circles

Every time you hurt me
You say you're sorry,
That it won't ever happen again.
Every time I forgive you.
I try to believe you.
I'm fooling myself
And going in circles.
Four and a half years
Of trying to get it right.
I've been playing your game
Without knowing the rules.
I've given it up now,
Tired of going in circles.

Don't tell me you love me,
You're sorry,
And you'll never see her again.
You said that before,
But you lied to me,
Abused my love and me.
I'm not that doormat you made of me.
I'm strong enough to break free.
Free from the circle
Of love and betrayal,
A one-sided marriage you didn't respect.
I hope I can forget.